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Nice to hear that you are doing well.
I'm doing well too. I was also back at home and it was also good. The food was good and it involved a lot of drinking. The counter-side is that very few friends have been left there which is a pity but what could I expect, anyways.
Now I'm back in Boston. I have a deadline in less than 20 days and it is very crucial for my PhD. I hope everything goes well. But I am so bored of working after the Christmas break and I don't know how easily can I recover...
I wish these following months till summer would pass in a second but then more trouble is to come. If I graduate, I will need to find a job, find a new place so on and so forth; so mixed feelings. I have developed a loving-hating relationship for my lab and everyone in there. In fact the love part is sort of love due to fear of being on my own. And the hatred is more like annoyance and impatience. The life in Boston has become extremely boring lately as well. Missing the freshness, the innocence and the youth of the first years. It has degraded in a constant repetition of unpleasant deterministic movements that is so much disturbing.
Anyway, no need to overwhelm you with all these. I guess these are the after effects of a cycle that reaches to its end point and I guess everyone has felt the same way. I'm trying to lose the 20 kilos I've gained in US and gain the 3000$ I spent here when I first came so the final equation is as simple as :
That's all. Take care.
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I understand the pessimism, but patience... Anyone would feel fed up after 7 years of being a Ph.D. student. Do what you have to, enjoy what you can, and things will progress and change, either you want it or not. I think eventually you will realize that your time was not wasted.
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